Back to basics

so here i am, once again, sitting all alone
and all i really need to do is call you on the phone
it seems ive been in this place too many times before
every time i let them know the ailment at my core

i'm promised time and time again that whoever just wont leave
but everytime i fuck it up - its so hard to believe
i fell for it, once again, friendship evermore
and everytime it happens it hurts so much more

i'm thinking back to all the friends that i lost along the way
and how there's not a single one i talk to every day
i talk to you though, all the time, although you cannot hear
for where you are my words just fall upon an angel's ears

one day i know, not far from now, we'll meet once again
for you were not only my one love, but also my bestest friend.

i miss you babe 03-03-03 xx

written 06/03/09