Friendship

This applies to a few different people, I started writing it about someone in particular but then starting thinking about someone else in the middle, and the ending was about someone else again.


I'm looking ahead, it's all brand new
I'm opening my eyes to a new point of view
Now I am scared for not only my life
But also cos I know that it's not all alright

I wish i could protect you all in every way
But I know I'm getting worse at it everyday
I think I'm getting close, in my bonus years
Coming face to face with too many fears

I wish I could stay forever with you
And i know that really, you do too
I really wish that I could always stay around
When I lost myself it was you that I found

You've helped me out in times of need
By my side with super duper speed
But as I think about it all
I know when I fall, I'll need to just fall

You'll try to catch me with your angel wings
You won't understand the extra pain it brings
My tears will wash all of it away
And say all the words I wish I could say

All these things that I keep in my heart
Hidden away, so we'll never part
You say you'll always stay, you'll never leave
But it's happened so much, it's hard to believe

But the fear keeps me safe, and helps me learn
But now I am just scared more than concerned
I don't wanna leave you, don't wanna go
I just want to keep you, selfish I know

My heart is full, of you, cos you're 'mine'
Belonging to me until the end of time
Not only a friend but so much more
A soulmate I have loved, and begun to explore

I'm pretty terrified, but I think it will pass
cos I think I feel safe, maybe, at last!

06/02/09