Forever feeling like my life is dying
But the doctors just keep on lying.
"It will be ok, you will be fine,
all you need is to give it some time.”
But I'm not ok and i wont ever be
Because stupidity took my chance from me.
One day i'll just stop running
And one day i'll just stop living.
My sorrowful pleas screamed so loudly for help
But they end up only heard by myself
“I’m in pain” I shout, again and again
My innocence cut, my pride has been slain.
But all of my cries fell on uncaring ears
and nobody realized the depth of my fears.
No one noticed my major change
Until I had gone too far out of range.
I wrote out plenty of poems and letters
wishing and praying my life would be better.
they lay the scalpel over my heart
And slowly they slice my body apart.
My parents should cry themselves to sleep
And all of my friends, they really should weep.
If they had loved me, seen when I fell
they wouldn't have left me alone in Hell.
Maybe one day my soul can be free
And maybe then everyone will see
That i'm trying my hardest for as long as i can
but that one day i'll just stop giving a damn.
04/06/09
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